Life is like a joke.

Identification

1991,12july

i wish there is someone for me,
but i learned to be independent
cause i know that day might never come.
&i don't believe in hopes.

My name is Vans.

Desires

a Canon D500 camera,
HTC Hero,
a sewing machine,
a blueprint table,
& of course a bike.

For your infor, i do not like to use my father's money so most of the things are paid by myself as
I AM NOT SOME RICH KID

Is this all what I want?

Spoken

the note that said...

Do I have the freedom of speech?

Endless

layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone
N284!

ruiliang
steph
benjamin
celeste
chrysan
dasiree
deanne
ignasia
ivan
james
jeremy
jisiang
jonathan
kevin
liying
nicholas
nicolette
peiyi
rita
viona
Am I close to them?

I wrote a love song on; 12:53 AM | Sunday, June 29, 2008

Passion

i realised i almost lost the dream i had,
the motivation to DRAW, dance and study.
i took so long to grow up mentally.
all along, i thought i was mature however im not.
im really in a stuck-in-the-middle state.
the both dates, 6 &11 july are stuck on my head like,
really stucked.
firstly, i want to benefit for my cellgroup.
secondly, my family members.
thirdly, my friends &me.
i know the decision i have made,
will cause my excitement to disappear.
i do not know why im feeling this way.
sometimes, i ask myself why am i so inconsiderate.
why am i so not understanding bout people's situation.
i want to be happy on that day but i want friends to be happy too.
is it that im too stubborn bout everything must be in my way?
it so hard for me to say anything right now.
i guessed its mood swings again.